wow its been almost a year and a half. HAH.

Oh, times are a`changin'

it's been awhile

the blogs from two years ago.. and the ones in my new xanga..



are.. exactly the same. ;[
what's so special about you?

Dear Everyone,

Sorry, if i seem distant lately.
I just need time to get away from things, that's all.

Break List: Fall '06

- Start/Finish Wicked & Mmm...Delicious! Project.
- See Rosanne at least ONCE.
- Shop for Che's Bday Gift.
- Look at at least one college from my options.
- Get my H/C dress.
-Make another Burned CD
- Buy a new sketchbook at Target.   @ WALMART
- Complete @ least one college app.
- Get out of Denial.
- Lose at least 5 lbs. HAHA. yeah..right 8)
- Start going to the Gym daily.
- Hang out w/ Raichel @ LEAST once.
- Bring Jeremy to mall. haha. where he will
serve me & raichel dinner.
- CALL bonita for the Calculus SAINT. (attempted)
- Look at my SAT book.
- Color my hair
- OPEN my SAT book.
- PRACTICE in the SAT book.
- IHOP/BASKIN ROBINS/ FOOD TEST TASTING
outing w/ Marina & Febbie.
- Bake Febbie a Cake.
- Get Tania's Bday Present & Finish her card.
- Go lasertagging at least once. (attempted)
- Look into scholarship opportunities.
- Fix my hula stuff.
- Go Job Hunting.
- apply for at least one job
- Clean 1/2 my room
- Have Breakfast/fishing w/ JJJM & Team X. (can't, its been done. -__-;)
- Have a day where i remmeber that CJ is STILL my slave.
- Sept. 30 Taran Gray. & possible hang out w/ Raichel?
- Organize my closet. & get rid of unused clothes.
- Paint my nails blue.
- Buy a Chick Fil A milkshake & gain 2 lbs.
- Give Beastie & Rusty a bath.
- Hang out w/ the Following Individuals at least once this break:
1. Nick.
2. Raichel&Jeremy
3. Maryanne
4. Tricia
5. Marina & Febbie
6. Justin Cate
7. FriendsFam.
8. Michael (JericaMichael day)(sorta)
9. Sean!
10. TANIA! (we need another date. haha<3)
- Watch the Following movies
   Disney
1. Lion King.
2. Balto
   Comedy
1. Anchorman (i've never seen the WHOLE thing)
2. Nacho Libre (my future husband)
    SEXY
1. She's the Man (cos i can't get enough of it.)
2. Step Up. ( my other husband's stars in it)
3. Take the Lead ( Kurd! (: )
  ( basically Joanne's Movie list.)
4. Lake House
    Action
1. Kill Bill 1 & 2
2. X-Men 3

word:: accomplished 8) word: Can't accomplish cos it's been done. -__-;
word: partly accomplished. word: attempted

9/24: I SAW ROSANNE! WOOOO (however, my bracelet broke. ;[ )
9/25: 2 1/2 years. i'm getting very fond of lists.
& i want a milkshake. im hungry =T
9/26: New bracelet! <333
9/27: I hate high school relationships. 4/54 complete.
9/28: Your decisions make me sad =T you're hurting her.
9/29: Dreams are dreams and reality is reality. & i'm content w/ reality.
9/30: L.A. & Santa Monica <3, fights&tears -__-;, TARAN!, PILLOW!,
HONK HONK ASHOO & SMELLA BOW WOW <33
THANK YOU RAICHEL!!!!! Oh yeah, & random black man at Muscle Beach. <3
10/01: Period came. bears everywhere. emo day.
10/02: Menstrual Anguish. -____-;
10/03: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL !!! (:
10/04: Already irritated. -__-; NOT BAGELS. FINGAAAAHS.
10/05: What happened on this day?
10/06: Drive-in! (: <3 and the feeling of stupidity due to a lack of time management. =T
10/07: HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY HONNEYYYYY !
10/08: Last day of break =( ... distractions.

It's a curse

dude, i'm sick of bad leaders.
don't take the fucking role
if you're not gonna step up.
shit. rah. i'm mean today.